16. Because now that I'm fatter than ever, I hate myself more than I've ever hated myself before!
I can't do this anymore. And I can't stand being around my family. And everyone in school knows I'm a freak cause I break down there too. But my family does not notice. People I hardly know notice, but they don't. My teacher sees it right away. BUT THEY AHVE NO FUCKING CLUE! The think I'm all good now, that I'm happy. That shit was just a phase. Yeah right. I'm a fucking mess. NOTICE