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12. Because I want people to see the real me, and not the fat hiding it.

So today I've had two small sandwiches, water, green tea and coca cola zero. It's 5:45 PM.

Tomorrow I'm off to Malta with my friend Alexx for 11 days. We're gonna party. A lot. My plan is to eat nothing but dinner everyday, which will probably be noodles, so that's okay. I can't fast completely because I hate drinking on an empty stomach. And I'll probably end up purging most of the nights to get rid of some of the calories from the alcohol, and prevent hangovers.

Now I'm off to make and throw away dinner. Bye.

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I did it. I fasted all day. I feel awesome! But I must admit my head is spinning and my body is weak. I biked like less 700 metres or something and I got blood taste in my mouth. I'm on top of the world! I'm getting on the scale tomorrow morning and I better be lighter, at least a little.

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It's 7:35 PM and I still haven't eaten. I am starving but I will successfully fast today. I've told my sister I'm eating with my friend and I've told my friend I'm eating with my sister. Easy queasy! And I'm down 1½ pounds, so I'm "only" 114½ now.

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10. Because you can't be too skinny, only too fat.

11. To prove that I can be good enough.

Yesterday started out okay, I had no breakfast, then Thai for lunch and lettuce for dinner. But then I binged/purged. Damnit.

Today I've had nothing so far and it's 1:37 PM. Feels good. I hope I can keep it that was. Probably can't though. But I'll do my best.

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9. Because I want people to turn their heads in jealousy!

Current time: 1:01 PM

Foods I've had: None

hope today will be good.

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8. Because bones are beautiful.

So today I went shopping with my mum. I bought some shoes, underwear, over-knee socks, a bracelet, etc. It was a good day.

For breakfast I had green tea and two slices of toast (no butter). And for lunch/dinner 2/3 of a foccacia. Plus like 6 hours of constant walking. Okay day I guess.

xoxo

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6. Because I'm terrified of getting fat

7. Because any piece of clothing looks better on a thin person

See, I missed one day and now I put up two reasons. Today I've only had breakfast so far, but dinner is coming up. I managed to trick my mum into letting me skip the cream sauce chicken she's making and have left over tomato sauce chicken instead. Good shit.