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First I want to say that I'm proud of myself, because I've quit smoking. I haven't had one single cigarette for almost a week. I don't think I'm gonna be able to stay away from smoking the whole summer, but I will try my best. And I will absolutely not smoke at all before graduation!

Anyway, today was a pretty good day. Went to school from 8.45 - 12.00, then I went to watch the rugby tournament between all the schools in my town. Our girls team ended up in second place and the guys won, aren't we good ;) Between the games we went to Malin's place to have some lunch. Then these guys that I really don't like came by. I kind of stayed silent in back, I said 10 words at most. They're really not my kind of people. Most of them are teen alcoholics, some of them do drugs, and they all dropped out of school. They've got no ambitions! Some of them are almost 20 years old, they should should start thinking about their future. I used to hang out with them a lot, caused me loads of trouble. One of the guys actually almost raped me, when I was really really drunk. And they made me lose my friends and just a lot of other crap. I prefer to be around more serious people.

Well after the rugby I went home for dinner then I went to my tailor and picked up my prom dress, It's so beautiful! It's cream white silk with big black flowers at the bottom and it reaches just above my knees, I love it <3

In five days we have this big cabaret with school, it's like our final show, cause we're the leavers, and we haven't even got the whole script yet!!! Apparently I've got a very big role, and I don't even know any of my lines yet, how the hell are we supposed to pull this off? It's gonna be a huge disaster.

I can't believe school's out in only two weeks, I mean in two weeks I'm no longer a high school student, I'm almost done with it now! It's gonna be so nice with holidays. Late summer nights, sunbathing, and Malta! And then this fall I'm going to college. I'm gonna have proper lessons again, which I don't have at my current school and it's all gonna be in English, how lovely isn't that?

Anyway, I gotta finish off my maths now, I'll write soon again, I promise

xoxo