I'm proud of myself! I haven't had a proper meal for about a week now. And on Tuesday I'm going back to school and that also means going back to skipping breakfast and lunch easily, then it' just dinner I have to suffer through, but I'll manage.
I miss Malta and all the people there so much, it really was the best 3 weeks of my life! Since I got home I've had mental break downs and hysterical crying attacks cause I want to go back so badly, I'm seriously going into depression! In a couple years though I'm hopefully going back as an EF-leader, that would be awesome. And I'm probably going to Malta for holiday next year as usual.
And about the smoking, remember I told you how proud I was for quitting? Well I screwed that up. Malta turned me into a chain smoker! Maybe because it was so easy to get cigarettes there and I had no parents around to check on me. So now I have to suffer from being totally addicted again, I'm trying to kind of quit again, but it's not that easy...
xoxo
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