Yep, that's right. When the rest of my class ends I have 1½ hours before my next class (Chinese) starts at another school. I had been craving sweet stuff all day and I had been imagining a binge on chocolate chip cookies. I tried to stop myself, but I couldn't. So on my way to the other school I went into the supermarket, bought an 8-pack of cookies and then as soon as I got there I went straight into the bathroom. I ripped the package open (yes literally ripped it, with force) and started by chewing/spitting the first two, then I couldn't control myself and just stuffed the rest down my throat. Then I purged. I had to do it in the sink instead of in the toilet, because the tap is the kind that you have to press every few seconds to keep the water running. I think a few people went in and out while I was there and they probably heard a few unpleasant things. But nobody was there when I got out, so I'm just hoping nobody from my Chinese class saw me go in and then went in and heard me. Not that it matters too much though, because I hardly know any of them anyway.
When I came home I was forced to have dinner, so I ate, then I took a shower and purged again.
I'm sorry about all the details in this post, but as you can tell, my day was crap.
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