I've thought of a new method to get myself to update my blog more often. Everyday I have to post one reason why I'm doing this to myself, like why it's worth going through the pain. Starting now.
1. So that one day I might like myself.
And like this I shall continue everyday. I'm sure I have enough reasons to keep this up for the rest of this year. If I miss one day I'll have to post two the next day.
So today started out great. I didn't eat anything until dinner. And I did not eat very much even then, and I did purge after. But then my mum's old friend came over and then there was cheese and crackers. And fuck did I eat. I'm in the middle of purging it into a plastic bag as I am typing this. I'm disgusting I know and I'm sorry. But I need to get rid of it. I'm sick of being this fat, I have gained so much lately and I'm afraid of stepping up on the scale...
<---- GROSS!
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