Then I spent the rest of the night purging.
I am such a big fat fail, I mean I'm even failing my eating disorder. Damnit.
Well on Saturday I am meeting up with a bunch of girls from a Swedish ED site. I need to lose a little before then. I am currently 106 lbs. I wish I'd be able to get down to 104 for Saturday, but yeah seeing as I suck at losing weight I'll hope for 105.
I need to be skinnier. I am so disgustingly fat. I look at my thighs and I just wanna puke, because they are so gross. EW!
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