They know. THEY. KNOW.
My mum found out about my ED through my b/p -ing. I hate mia. I hate it. I hate it I hate it.
They're gonna watch me like hawks and they've already started feeding me. I'm not allowed to go to the bathroom after eating and they're gonna make me see a psychologist!
And my mum is just angry, as if I made a choice becoming like this. She's not sad, just totally pissed off. But I don't think she knows much about my ana, just mia. And she knows nothing about my blog or any of my forums. But I don't know what to do. I don't want to recover. I haven't reached my goal weight yet. I am still too big, I need to lose more but I don't know how any more!
fuck.
Hey, I'm really sorry. Parents suck sometimes. My dad's suspecting too. He knows I don't eat properly, but I hope he doesn't know how much, or little I really eat because if he did I know both my parents would get really angry :S
ReplyDeleteAnyway, stay strong and good luck! :)
Thank you Sabrina, and I hope your parents wont find out, because that sucks.
ReplyDeleteStay strong! x