One again it's been ages. It's been something like 3 weeks this time.
I've decided that I'm over that absolutely amazing guy/man I met this summer. Instead I have a guy in my class that fucks up my head now. He's really sweet and nice and good looking and all, and we're really good friends. One week ago we were out with friends together and I ended up spending the night at his place and yeah I guess you can figure out what happened. Anywho, this week in school has been so awkward, because none of us knows where we stand and what the other one wants. We always just see each other around other people and it's frustrating. One second everything is great, just like before, and the next it's all tense and weird. Fuck!
Also, my dog is dead. He died this Tuesday. It sucks. I miss him, my big beastie...
Oh and I've gained an unknown number of pounds and I feel massive. And having a super skinny new girl in my class isn't helping my self esteem much. I mean seriously, look at this girl:
Honestly, how is is fair? And she's in my class, I have to see her everyday and my jealousy is like endless.
